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[19 Feb 2007|07:38pm] |
I guess if i updated this more regularly then all of this may make more sense but i think it is time for a general summary.
In September i started my Bsc in Adult Nursing and i have just completed my first semester and have decided to take a 6month break before starting semester 2. This is for a mixture of reasons and i feel it would be wrong to blame just one aspect.
One of the main aspects is that me and Thom broke up over christmas and it has been handled rather badly, to say the least.
This has resulted in my home sickness become even worse as i honestly feel i have no one i can trust in Canterbury anymore. I find this fact so upsetting as i never expected Thom to treat me in a manner that would result in me seeing him as untrustworthy.
But i guess that is what i have learnt through this, that people change, that life can change so very very quickly.
I have made the decision to move back home for 6 months, to be with my friends and family and although this scares me I know its for the best.
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today is the most exciting day i have had in a long time and it has only just begun, woop x
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[25 Nov 2006|09:15pm] |
increasingly over the past few months i have felt nauseous after eating followed by severe stomach cramps then i feel lethargic and rubbish so i have had a food allergy test to get the bottom of it. it turns out i am allergic to dairy (milk, cheese & CHOCOLATE), wheat products (bread, cereals), pasta, eggs and acidy fruits among many other random things that include bleach. the day you find out your allergic to chocolate is a very bad day. its rather scary as my diet is going to have to completly change but its for the best eventually.
I am really looking forward to going home for christmas!
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[14 Oct 2006|08:26pm] |
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its a lovely cozy evening and i have some delightful moon river pyjamas and feel very scrummy but thomas now has a job so i am home alone. i can't wait for him to get back.
oh yeh i am a student nurse i so far have been trained in giving injections, dressing wounds, basic life support and i can take your blood pressure, among many many other things, so no need to worry when i am around.
next week i go on my first placement on a ward called charles dickens its for people with cancer.
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[25 May 2006|09:24pm] |
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on monday an evening telegraph photographer is coming to the hainton to take my photo. due to the fact that i have been selected for STAR OF THE BAR!
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[08 May 2006|12:27pm] |
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how could this be done by such a smiling sweetheart?
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[05 May 2006|10:32pm] |
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today was lovely as my bike has been fixed so me and jess biked around and got yummy icecream but then i went to work and there was lots of drunk men telling me i had lovely breasts but its ok as they were so drunk they gave me lots of tips!
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[03 May 2006|08:57pm] |
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i am very excited because it is only 2 months till i move to canterbury, which means that i have had to start thinking about how to have my new bedroom. i have decided on french chic and i bought a silky quilted throw today for it. there is going to be butterflies, ribbon and lace everywhere oooh its going to be lovely.
i also have a job arranged for when i move there so its all sorting itself out perfectly so all i have to do now is finish college and get a double AA or cry.
i have about 4 weeks without thom but its going ok although i know he is missing me terribly. what also is going well is my plan to loose weight, which is due to the fact that i dont like food anymore well for a while.
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[28 Mar 2006|09:54pm] |
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I already have enough UCAS points to secure my place at university and its a piece of information that i wish i never knew due to it making me come very passive in bothering to do my college work. Its so frustrating but i just can not muster the energy to do it.
However i am very happy as on the 20th June i shall become a mother to a teddy bear hamster whom shall be named 'Riley Smith Fittzy - Gerald. Fittzy will be there to keep me company when Thomas is unable and i have done lots of research on hamsters and i am going to ensure that Fittzy has the best life possible.
I have started watching the latest BBC remake of Pride and Prejudice its brilliant
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| the long goodbye |
[21 Feb 2006|10:46pm] |
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but know this - she is more alive now than any of us in this room
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[20 Feb 2006|11:14pm] |
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while in paperchase i found some beautiful cards and thom has managed to find me the designer of them. his name is stephen mackay. here are some of the them
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i have been working very hard lately pulling lots of pints and pouring a few too many j20's (they like them at the carvery)
right now i have free internet in my bedroom due to someone not putting a password on their router
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[19 Feb 2006|07:49pm] |
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the most strange, enchanting and beautiful thing i have ever known ..
.. love
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[17 Feb 2006|04:34pm] |
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on monday my next door neighbour died. she was 25. it is all rather strange. her name was alison. her funeral is on tuesday i am going with my mum.
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[12 Feb 2006|09:08pm] |
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today i signed the contract for my house, which i shall be moving into in august. i shall be living with thom and two of his friends. its lovely as it has dark green windows/doors, sliding windows, wooden floors, an attic and lots of old fireplaces. when i look out of the window i see this. thats how lovely my house is.
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i look like christmas pudding on matchsticks
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[03 Oct 2005|07:44pm] |
Me and Samantha, my sister, had lots of fun times today. We went into
town and bought some nice brown tights and then went for a nice meal at
Caspers. We laughed alot telling each other stories of how our Nana
used to mentally abuse us.
I think distance does make the heart grow fonder as i have never been in love like i am right now. Its all rather yummy.
Due to my high excitement about anything today I have become too loud.
The first week of college was rubbish but things have improved and I even occasionaly have fun.
I am unsure if I have hair problems.
So far i have made 4 university choices but i am usnure if to make any more.
Last night I pulled my first pint and it was perfect. I quite love my job especially njow the skanky thief girl has gone who stole money using my work key, how rude!
I am helping at the Franklin open night on Thursday as I am the star pupil.
Today I saw the most amazing dress in Monsoon. So Sam took a picture
with me holding it against me. I only have a laptop fund not an amazing
dress fund so i could never afford it.
I have not written on here in forever, well before I went to France.
Yeah I went to France good times. I have some good Kodak moments on
film. Maybe i could upload them on to here but would that be too
cheesy.
'Here is another picture of me and my beautiful boyfriend'
I don't think I will.
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[12 Jul 2005|05:17pm] |
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Due to my sister downloading some stupid programs that nearly killed our computer i have spent a large majority of the past two days trying to sort it out. I am so proud of myself as it is now working perfectly.
i had my hair cut today and i think it may be the best hair cut i have ever had and it only cost £3.80!
Last night Georgie came round and we watched Charlie and the chocolate factory (the original) and it was beautiful. Georgie has some kind of recipe book from it, which features flavored wallpaper. All we need to do is find a sugar thermometer (?) and we are doing it..yo
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